Breakdowns.

People have breakdown at random times, yet a lot of people are afraid when they cry in public or to others. To me, when people want to breakdown, but they can’t, it shows that they’re hiding something, they’re holding onto something that is cutting them deeply. To me, when people have the fear of breaking down, it shows that they’re afraid to show their emotions that they don’t want others to see. To me, when I find someone breaking down, I hug them and comfort them. I see that their eyes are full of stories they want to spill, yet sometimes one breakdown describe their whole mood, their whole feelings. The tears that fall onto their hands, their eyes shifting from white pureness to teary reddish eyes, from the eyes that shield their sadness, from happy to a gentle sad aura. The emotions they hold, the feelings they show, from one little single breakdown can tell you so much. Breakdown isn’t what people should be afraid of, it’s normal. It shows that you’re human, at least. Breaking down is beautiful to me, yes I find beauty in a person’s emotional sadness. It shows me a different side of them, that they don’t possibly show to others. You can feel their pain in some way, even if you can’t relate to the situation. It’s just that powerful feeling that overwhelms you to see them so sad, it makes you feel so helpless from time to time. Breakdowns to me shows so many things, yet I find it quite beautiful. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to let out your feelings. You’re not a robot, your heart is beating. Let it out, let it flow.