People say I’ve changed.

Yeah, I changed, because I grew more mature. Not everything is always going to stay, not everything is going to go the way you want it to. People come and go, things doesn’t stay consistent. I only changed to become more mature, because of my surrounding. I grew out of my immaturity shell, I grew out of my emo phrase. I’ve learned there’s more to live for, for the little simplistic beauty of life. I’ve learn to think more positively, brightly, because of the things that people do for me, I appreciate it. I don’t know how I did it, I don’t know who changed me to be so positive, but I guess I knocked some sense into myself. I just did it. I wanted change, so I went for it. I did something about it, rather than sit my ass right here and think about things, than to do nothing. Yeah, constant changes I can say. I’m more blunt, I’m more realistic, I stopped dreaming about fantasy a long time ago. Some people say I’m too mature for my age, hey. I can be immature, it’s just I’ll only show you a side I want to show and a side I won’t. This is only Tumblr, I only show one side or two. I’ve learned a lot, but I’m still learning. I don’t know everything, I don’t know a lot, even though it seems like it. It’s just called observation. For me, I know I still have a lot to learn, a lot to experience, a lot to know. Although, sometimes I wish I didn’t grow up so fast, it’s not like I wanted to. It just happened. I’ve changed, I know. Thank you, but who doesn’t change nowadays? Change is the only thing that keeps going, it happens every millisecond. Accept it, face it, or ignore it, be in denial, create an illusion that doesn’t exist. I prefer to face reality, than chase after something that will never happen.

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